Well, as of Sunday, which was now 3 days ago, he left. And hasn't been back since other than to come here long enough to make me think we could work it out, try to kiss me, leave, and then text how he's glad our marriage is over an hour after leaving.
I really don't know what to think right now. Every time this happens, it causes problems with me, and my family, and Nathan obviously too, but also between my relationship with his Mother, who is Nathan's Nana. I am just so sick of it. God knows I love him, but how can ANYONE live this way? It has become simply a cycle. A pain, heartbreaking cycle. I love him, and would LOVE to make it work. But how many times does he have to tell me he wants a divorce before I finally believe him, and go through with it, instead of being a door-mat?
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