I feel like being involved with someone with Bipolar Disorder is bound to leave with you with so many ranges of emotions that sometimes you will question if you are also Bipolar, or just experiencing normal emotions that go along with the range of up's and down's they have as a Bipolar person.
I feel like the one word that would describe me the best right now would be conflicted. My emotions are conflicted in how I feel about him. My LIFE is conflicted because of the constant up's and down's my relationship experiences and is always changing.
For me, it is SO hard to differentiate between asking myself if this is all him being Bipolar, or if he's just an emotionally abusive asshole pretty much. If it's the disorder, do I still hold him accountable? And how do I ever REALLY know that it's his disorder, and not just that he's an ass?
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