As you can see, I gave him an ultimatum tonight. He had the choice between at least treating me with SOME respect, when he is pissed off, and not cussing me out, and calling me horrible names; or I wanted a divorce. As you can see from the above, he chose to get a divorce rather than treat me like a human being with feelings. He then later went on to tell me not to speak to him, and when I said "Ok" he replied with this lovely message.
THAT is contacting me further! WHEN I SAY LEAVE ME ALONE, IT MEANS JUST THAT! IT MEANS YOU LEGALLY NEED TO SHUT YOUR FUCKING MOUTH AND LEAVE ME ALONE! 7:09PM
Yeah. That is what I have been married to/in a relationship with for 7 years. Is it no wonder than I felt RELIEF? To get out of this HELL....Because that has been all it has been for a long time. Arguements, hurt feelings, tears, and being screamed at. Why would I be sad to let THAT go?
I am sure that it will sink in at some point and I will be scared, and sad, and a little heartbroken. But those feelings would be the grief over losing the man I first met 7 years ago. Not the man who would ever dream of talking to me the way he does, the man who would never threaten me, the man who treated me with respect, and love. I just want to know what the hell happened to THAT man? I LOVED that man. :(
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